Topsy Turvy World

“I am only one, but still I am one. I cannot do everything, but still I can do something; and because I cannot do everything, I will not refuse to do something that I can do.“
- Helen Keller

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Life has officially gone topsy turvy. As my sister has remarked, everything in my life is at its maximum speed now and all I can do is to buckle up and brace myself for the crazy rollacoaster that has already started.

What do you do when life decides to have a little fun with you and to give you the ride of your life?

You run with it! That is exactly what I am doing. Not that it does not have its negative repercussions. The ying and the yang in life.

You have to search within your heart, what is it calling for you to do?

Mother Teresa led such a beautiful life. We are all awed struck by her unselflessness. Yet, few of us might realise that because of the choices she made, she has also given up the bliss of knowing other forms of joy. She found her peace in suffering with others. We all make choices that will seem natural to some and incorrigible to others. But does that matter at the end of the day? What really matters at the end of the day?

I think the answer varies for each individual. As topsy turvy as my life is, it has also never been better. I have grown with life and I am able to come to terms with certain things and I still want to make a difference. I still believe in what I do. In fact, more than ever, the hunger grows stronger within, the flame burns brighter.

I want to combine all my gifts and give it to the women in the world. I want to pass it on in my own ways. I am attracting the right people and right resources in my life. It is truly amazing and I am deeply thankful. I must persist and I must breath my last knowing that I have done my best.

As topsy turvy your world might be, hang in there and know you are not alone. Together, we will make a difference by what we do. Everyone counts and every effort matters. Please do your part to make the world a better place. And I pledged to be relentless in my own mission.

See you at the top of the topsy turvy world!

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Happy Birthday Joy 2010

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Saw my birthday blog post from last year. Many sentiments have remained the same. Except that the sense of self has grown. I no longer have anything to prove. And that is awesome. I am happy with myself, with all that I am, all that I have done and all that I will be. Birthdays are such beautiful occasions. It gives you a chance to pause and meditate on all that have come to pass. Everyday, we get ‘caught up’ in the never-ending busy-ness of life and birthdays give you the chance to breath a little, to think a little, to shed a little tear and to smile a little at all the could have, would have, should have and had.

I honestly do feel deeply blessed and greatly loved. I now own the most beautiful SensUal Joy studio ever. This is my greatest pride to date. And it came in time for my birthday this year. My family has surprised me with their explicit love and support. I feel touched and honoured by it. I went back to modeling and pushed the envelope with boudoir photography and have grown so much as a person because of it. I have also passed my first year literature exam with the University of London. That squashed two years of angst and self doubt at my literary abilities. LOL.

What more could I ask for in life?

Nothing.

Just the desire to strive further. Not to prove anything, but to make a difference in my own way.

Happy Birthday 1% girl.

Way to go!

*pats on the back*

LOL

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I remain faithfully to this creed -

This is the true joy in life, being used for a purpose recognized by yourself as a mighty one.

Being a force of nature instead of a feverish, selfish little clod of ailments and grievances, complaining that the world will not devote itself to making you happy.

I am of the opinion that my life belongs to the whole community and as long as I live, it is my privilege to do for it what I can.

I want to be thoroughly used up when I die, for the harder I work, the more I live.

I rejoice in life for its own sake.

Life is no brief candle to me.

It is a sort of splendid torch which I have got hold of for the moment and I want to make it burn as brightly as possible before handing it on to future generations. 

George Bernard Shaw

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SensUal Joy madness

What a crazy one month.

What an amazing journey.

Photoshoots, renovation, packing, unpacking, yada, yada.

Fighting fire every single day.

I feel utterly exhausted.

And yet, when the results seep in little by little, I find myself in gasps of awe and astonishment.

Tough shit, but such an incredible experience.

I sincerely find my new studio god damn sexy.

Holy cow, I think I have pulled it off and I think sexy has only just began…

Breakfast at Tiffany’s

Wow. What a show. One wonders what took me so long to watch a blessed thing like this. It is absolutely lovely and puts many modern movies to shame as far as I’m concerned. There is an element of decadent redundance, charming confusion and meaningful nothingness about it. She is truly a class act but so awfully thin.

The upstairs neighbour is a comical character who is such a delight for me. And I love the little nuances cleverly added in by the director. The unnamed cat seems to parallel with Holly’s identity or rather lack of it. I was peeved when she kicked the poor cat out into the pouring rain and she only redeemed herself for me and many other viewers I would imagine, when she suitably braved the downpour to rescue the poor thing.

I cannot exactly pinpoint the attraction the movie holds for me but it is a great show that I have enjoyed way more than many I have seen to date.

Ohhhh darling, you simply must watch this.

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Hotel for Dogs

What a wonderful show! It is so heart warming. To be honest, during the first 10 minutes, I thought it was going to be a boring movie. And then slowly but surely, it starts to grow on you. It only begin to perk my interest and demand my absolute attention when more dogs came into the pictures and as the plot slowly begins to unfold its more interesting aspects. The beginning could seriously be improved on. There are parts when it feels a bit too watery but it quickly regains my favour with its creativity. There is such ingenuity in the props and machinations created to make it an efficient operation to look after the dogs’ welfare.

Still of course, there are various part when it seems really too incredulous. Nevertheless, it manages to touch my heart with its simplicity theme embedded at the core of it all. And of course, the fact that I owe a dog myself who is my real mistress might have earned the movie some sympathy points. In summary, a lovely easy to digest movie for all dog lovers.

More details on the movie is available here.

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