Happy Birthday Joy 2010

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Saw my birthday blog post from last year. Many sentiments have remained the same. Except that the sense of self has grown. I no longer have anything to prove. And that is awesome. I am happy with myself, with all that I am, all that I have done and all that I will be. Birthdays are such beautiful occasions. It gives you a chance to pause and meditate on all that have come to pass. Everyday, we get ‘caught up’ in the never-ending busy-ness of life and birthdays give you the chance to breath a little, to think a little, to shed a little tear and to smile a little at all the could have, would have, should have and had.

I honestly do feel deeply blessed and greatly loved. I now own the most beautiful SensUal Joy studio ever. This is my greatest pride to date. And it came in time for my birthday this year. My family has surprised me with their explicit love and support. I feel touched and honoured by it. I went back to modeling and pushed the envelope with boudoir photography and have grown so much as a person because of it. I have also passed my first year literature exam with the University of London. That squashed two years of angst and self doubt at my literary abilities. LOL.

What more could I ask for in life?

Nothing.

Just the desire to strive further. Not to prove anything, but to make a difference in my own way.

Happy Birthday 1% girl.

Way to go!

*pats on the back*

LOL

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I remain faithfully to this creed -

This is the true joy in life, being used for a purpose recognized by yourself as a mighty one.

Being a force of nature instead of a feverish, selfish little clod of ailments and grievances, complaining that the world will not devote itself to making you happy.

I am of the opinion that my life belongs to the whole community and as long as I live, it is my privilege to do for it what I can.

I want to be thoroughly used up when I die, for the harder I work, the more I live.

I rejoice in life for its own sake.

Life is no brief candle to me.

It is a sort of splendid torch which I have got hold of for the moment and I want to make it burn as brightly as possible before handing it on to future generations. 

George Bernard Shaw

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Happy Birthday Joy

So this is it.

This is how a 30th birthday feels like.

Peaceful. Calming. Contentment. Bliss.

I like it

I feel deeply loved and truly blessed. By people around me. By the universe. By myself.

Life is good indeed.

Though not much has been verbalised, family ties have strengthened.
The willingness to go the extra mile for each other is there.

Caring friends abounds.
I’m also attracting like minded individuals into my life with my new consciousness.

I close my eyes.
Quiet down that heart of mine.
Taking a deep breath,
I inhale the love from the universe.
Happy Birthday Joy, it whispers
You are indeed, deeply loved.

Isn’t life just so exciting? I can smell that excitement in the air.
So much to look forward to, so much has already been experienced.
And more importantly, so much in this moment, every moment when you just allow.

That profound sense of gratitude in my heart.
Just for being alive,
for all the pain I have felt,
for all the love I was given,
for all the tears I cried,
for all the giggles I had.
So this is how life is like

I have the option of spending my birthday night with the writers gathering group or salsa with a friend. Or both actually. I have not decided. For today, I like to not decide. Not to engage that intellectual mind of mine. To spend my day in glorious randomness. I do what i like, when i like.

The truth is, I would like to spend my day in the Botanic Gardens.
In silence, with my comforting floral friends.
But I think, heavens have decided to give me showers of blessings instead.
And i shall embrace it all, every drop of blessings.
Cleansing me, cleaning me, purifying me.
Let me be as new and as pure as a baby.
A rebirth for my birthday.
How splendid!
How splendid indeed

What would I like for my birthday?
Hmm… I would like to have a butterfly,
pretty high up in the sky,
flutter your pretty wings for me oh butterfly

I would like to have a waterflow
strong and steadfast in the flow of life
pitter patter down my shoulders,
drown me in that paradise.
that thunderous splash,
flows and flows and flows.

Happy Birthday Joy
Happy Birthday to you

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Joy Leng