Happy Birthday Joy 2010

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Saw my birthday blog post from last year. Many sentiments have remained the same. Except that the sense of self has grown. I no longer have anything to prove. And that is awesome. I am happy with myself, with all that I am, all that I have done and all that I will be. Birthdays are such beautiful occasions. It gives you a chance to pause and meditate on all that have come to pass. Everyday, we get ‘caught up’ in the never-ending busy-ness of life and birthdays give you the chance to breath a little, to think a little, to shed a little tear and to smile a little at all the could have, would have, should have and had.

I honestly do feel deeply blessed and greatly loved. I now own the most beautiful SensUal Joy studio ever. This is my greatest pride to date. And it came in time for my birthday this year. My family has surprised me with their explicit love and support. I feel touched and honoured by it. I went back to modeling and pushed the envelope with boudoir photography and have grown so much as a person because of it. I have also passed my first year literature exam with the University of London. That squashed two years of angst and self doubt at my literary abilities. LOL.

What more could I ask for in life?

Nothing.

Just the desire to strive further. Not to prove anything, but to make a difference in my own way.

Happy Birthday 1% girl.

Way to go!

*pats on the back*

LOL

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I remain faithfully to this creed -

This is the true joy in life, being used for a purpose recognized by yourself as a mighty one.

Being a force of nature instead of a feverish, selfish little clod of ailments and grievances, complaining that the world will not devote itself to making you happy.

I am of the opinion that my life belongs to the whole community and as long as I live, it is my privilege to do for it what I can.

I want to be thoroughly used up when I die, for the harder I work, the more I live.

I rejoice in life for its own sake.

Life is no brief candle to me.

It is a sort of splendid torch which I have got hold of for the moment and I want to make it burn as brightly as possible before handing it on to future generations. 

George Bernard Shaw

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Lady Chatterley’s Lover by D.H.Lawrence

Well what can I say? Utterly boring. I was, to say the least, hugely disappointed. After all the hooha and all the controversy surrounding it, can you blame me for having expectations?! The words and descriptions are draggy and come across as pretty much strained. I feel there were many awkward gaps in the plot and I cannot always follow exactly how are the protagonists feeling. Overall, I feel tedious going through the descriptions that does not really shed much light to me into their inner psyche. Perhaps it is indeed a trying task for a male writer of his time to try and add more depth and intensity to the romance of a novel? I applaud his effort which have spin off much but it certainly won’t alter the fact that it simply doesn’t do the job for me. The novel only redeemed itself a little after I saw the movie adaptation because it was worse. I think it’s time to turn to good old Avon Red. What must a woman do to get her desired dose of mental romantic thrill?

Wiki on the novel.

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Ramblings from a Shakespeare Wannabe

Joy in Macau

Hello people!

How bizarre it feels to be writing again. Felt like an ancient time ago since I cracked my brain to string words together to form sentences. Hoping that it will make sense at the end of the day and could perhaps enlighten you or at least amuse you…

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Yes, the beautiful babe or for a few of you (thank you for the hate mails) the sleazy girl is back! Oh well, let the one who sin not cast the first stone (please mis-aim hor, thank you ah..) *)

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Several painful months spent orientating my way through being a student again. And worse, of all options, trying to be a literary student (you think you bery sophicated izzit??!!!). It was after much hesitation (my very pathetic exposure to literature but impossible attraction to it) that I decided to just take a deep breath and plunge into the dark gloomy waters.

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It was a glorious time with my nose getting lost among the books written by genius writers from the past (hell time getting hold of these books in Singapore!). Quite a honor really. To have the opportunity to read all these great works. How better to suffer (popular concept: you ah, must suffer lah, or else how to get your degree? No pain no gain you understand girl?!) for my education than to drown myself reading.

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Having said all that, let me assure you I spend days on end or at least llloooonnnggg moments walking around looking rather dazed and in a world of my own (Hello, Planet Earth calling Joy). I started taking naps too. There is this theory that it’s because the brain needs you to zzzzz so that it can do OT (overtime) to process all information being dumped at it at a rapid rate (I like this theory by the way. Haha). Do you think it’s true?

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Anyway, I thoroughly enjoyed the reading list. I devoured it like a hungry monster. I was more famished for new knowledge (sucker for intellectual stimulation lah) than I had anticipated. However, of course, like everything else in life, there is ALWAYS a downside.

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One of the most blatant one is I became physically lazy! Long hours of sitting still (trust me, it was so challenging for me to do so!) to read like a mad woman to finish my reading schedule for the day had made me as lazy as a pig.

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To be fair, I was also worried shitless that I could NEVER finish the reading list (I’m still only halfway through!) and whether I could survive the old English nightmare (Eh, what talk you ah?)

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Thankfully, now that I have gotten a little bit more used to cramping lots of “chiem” (profound) English into the brain (pet my brain, good job!) and being a little more convinced (perhaps, I can do this after all! oh yeah!), I have come back to meet with the rest of you.

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Sadly during my hibernation, the economy had a good time bungee jumping from the Westin Hotel (oh sorry hor, now call Fairmont Hotel). At the risk of getting beaten up by the diligent work force, I cannot resist the pleasure of declaring; no better time to go back to school!

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Another downside is that I have become very loooonnnng winded. In vain attempts to show off my new literary vocabulary (like real!) and to explore different ways of conveying the same meaning as I used to, my poor family and friends have suffered greatly at the hands of my reading list.

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Ho ho!

Conclusion?

Hey! I’m having a ball with my education but don’t worry,

I’M BACK TO HAUNT THE INTERNET SPACE.

Watch out!!!! ,)

ha ha!

1% Girl,

Joy Leng

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